I Plead The Fifth On All Of This
I Plead The Fifth On All Of This


An Avenue for me to vent my frustrations, a peephole to perhaps my inner most feelings, a container of mixed feelings but they are all part of me... so real... so real...

I wish I could say that everything I write on here is my own, but I can't. Some is mine, some isn't.

My name is Regan, and I plead the Fifth on all of this.


Theme "Blue Moon" Themed by JadoreAmour-Kaith

If you’re always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then you’ll always find them. But, at some point, maybe you should let go and give your heart what it deserves.



The glue.

At the end of the day you either focus on what’s tearing you apart or what’s holding you together…but what if what’s tearing you apart is holding you together, and what’s holding you together is tearing you apart?



I never run with scissors…

I never run with scissors…



The Stuff And The Things

If you like a whole bunch of things and I like a whole bunch of things, maybe one of the things that we both like, can be each other.



Byah

Wishing away so much more than common sense,

a couple cents tossed aside,

didn’t matter — ‘cause I didn’t pick a side,

just left myself,

a coin flip away from the great divide,

a bridge to burn, a rope to hide,

a hill to climb,

just you and I,

We made sense, made dents in time…

Cents and dimes,

nickles and vibes.


The vibes were priceless.

(Source: earthtoalex)



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I Think I Wanna Marry You (50 Items) by losingmymind1995 featuring teardrop earrings


Bow Tie Fringe Cami, $35
H&M jean shorts, £9.99
Flat heels
ASOS teardrop earrings, $364
Marquis Camus multi chain necklace, $114
Marc by Marc Jacobs pin brooch, $68
Dorothy Perkins pearl bangle, $8
Dorothy Perkins pearl jewelry, $11
Red Herring vintage jewelry, £8
Monsoon enamel brooch, £5
Avalaya pin brooch, £5.50
T Boo heart jewelry, £6
Dorothy Perkins flower hair accessory, $11
Handmade Gingerbread Man With Pink Ribbon Decoration Parts Set, 5 SGD
By Terry Cover-Expert Perfecting Fluid Foundation -2: Neutral Beige, $65
Bluff Dust, $22
Beauty Blog - Beautiful Makeup Search Beauty Blog, $18
Sue Devitt E-Z Eye Rollerball -Nampala, $18
Good Glowing Blush, $8
シンプル イズ ベスト!絶対便利なチノパン☆
Bobbi Brown Lip Liner - - Nordstrom, $20
Metallic Nails In Moonshine, £6
Escoda Chungking Natural Bristle Cap de Llauna - BLICK art materials, $5.98
Pecan Praline Sundae Cones (salvsnena), $9.99
I Listen To Bands - Rumplo, A Place for T-shirts, $12
Masterpiece Studios Scrapbooking Items - Dog Buttons (Scrapbooking):…, $3.99



Someone has stolen the music from the rain. Now it’s just a distant noise. Playing for you. An audience of one.

Someone has stolen the music from the rain. Now it’s just a distant noise. Playing for you. An audience of one.



The Art Of Breathing

And in the beginning, my lungs had too much air in them, whenever you were near, like I could never breathe out enough.
And in the end, my throat closed, whenever you were far, like I could never breathe in again.



Has a good memory behind it, that’s for sure.

deathlovescompany:

one of my most favorite songs



Waiting

I’d really like to be able to just pack up

And take a trip somewhere.

She’d really like to stay in one place

And belong to something wonderful.

I’d like to be lost in a book

On a day where the weather follows the plot.

She’d like to dress up

And dance a dance of ultimate grace.

For me to be able to breathe for once

And her to glide at her own accord.

But, in saying this,

I find we are just silly girls with silly dreams.

We will never find complete peace and satisfaction on Earth,

We will never be able to cut all of the ties

To all the bad things that have happened.

We will never be happy alone.

We will never be happy with company.

So, for one weekend, We’ll pretend like we can.

I’ll be lost in those books and old movies,

She’ll dance for as big a crowd as she wants.

I’ll eat, I’ll breathe; for once,

My feet will not bleed.

She’ll starve, she’ll choke;

Her feet will bleed.

I’ll ignore the messages I don’t want to take

And I’ll try not to worry about auditions.

I’ll be perfectly fine with the fact

That I ran away from my problems.



Weightless

Don’t look at me like that.
Can’t you see? I know what
                                                  I want.
I know that I want it all,
or nothing. I’ll do anything
                                                  to be
what I have sworn I will be.
I will fly above your remarks;
                                                  weightless;
invincible to your pity and
disapproval. Don’t wait up

for me.



My Haunting Angel

Rescue me, my friend,
From the angel haunting me;
He stalks my dreams without end.
Please, hear my frightened plea.

I love this angel
With all of me,
Though he has my heart in shackles.
Please, hear my frightened plea.

This angel toys with me,
His intentions I can’t see.
I beg you from my knees,
Please, hear my frightened plea.



The Fear of Floating Away

That’s what it feels like when you fall from great heights. That’s what it feels like when your heart grows back. That’s what it feels like when you don’t want to feel. But this, this is just me.

 





It Takes A Big Facade To Hide The Cracks

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?
losing everyone around you in such little time.
I try not to worry since they’re left in the past but it’s hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.
It’s hard to hide behind this frown, When on the inside you’re on the verge of a breakdown.
I’ve lost everyone that meant the world to me. All I have left of them are these memories.
You have no idea how badly I want them back. But they’ve left me in the past which was their plan of attack.
The pain of losing them will never go away.
I’m tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing’s wrong.



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